Tuesday, 17 February 2009

i’m bAck… more rambLing.. more PrejUDice;)

omg…. i haven’t updated my blog since god knows when… i have never even realized that it has changed for that matter!! hahahahhaa.. its been too long baby…. much tooo long…

anywayss…. today im blOgging becausE i felt compelled - more than anything else to babbLe to my hearts conteNT!! hahahhahahaha =))… this is mainLy becaUse… my bestfRiend… yes… my vERy own BEsT frEnD feLt uTTerLy content to put TWILigHt as the background for her fS page and has a beLLa-EdwarD thingy vid in her meDiabOx…. yes… what better way to torment me….?? my soUL.. my pooR souL is suffering frOm indignity…. wakkekekekekek ;))

yes… like my shOutout previoUsly… i sooo hate twilight to the point of obsessIon and to the very coRe of my beiNg…. wakekkekekeke =))…. i my friEnd - am not referrIng to the bOOk, thO i don’t doUbt that my reacTion would be the same if not worSe!!! i wud be glAd to read the bOOk shOuld my pRejudice agaiNst it bothEr most of You but i shall not.. and does not deem it fit to buy it on my owN… i think it wud oNly be a waste of my moNey… :D
the mOvie - was a whoLe load of cRap… cHEESY-ness was embedded throughout the movie……………………….. (i cudn’t count how many times i rolled my eyes, or pretended i was chOking on my naCHos thru out the entire movie, or pretended to puke… or begged sumone to just knock the consciousness outta meeh!!)…..

i felt that the entire ‘vampire spaRKles in the suN’ notIon abSoLutely ludicRous and utterLy hiLaRIous i often find myself laughing on my own whenever i think about it….. where has the MYSTERIOUS-ness of being a vamPire goNE… it seemEd much too gaY-ish for me to bear….. wakkekekekekek ;))….

bella….. yes.. my dear bella………………… lacks the personaLity… it wud seem that the character bella is befitting the targeted 14 year old readers the writer had in mind… but she does seem a little too - hmmm.. whats the word?? mindless?? no…. impulsive?? …. no… easy???… no…. i dont know.. i can’t seem to find the word…. all i can conclude is she LACKS personality…. tho i think most men preferred women that way……… wakkekekekekekekekekke =))… feel free to correct me!!!

all i can say is… she’s a girl… not yet a woman….

a love relationship itseLf is an already comPlex thingY… mucH more if its a love relatIonship with a vamPire…. you don’t forsake your mortality just becauSe ur bf is a vamPire…. yes… iMMoRtaLity has its own catCh… (n im sure she’d love to spArkle in the sun as well… hell yeah… id love to spaRkle-bling2 as well)…. but the thing about being in love… is that its not always that easy…. you don’t just say…. ‘ please… make me a vampire… im ready to be an immortal’… ‘i’ll just leave my family n friends behinD’…….. even tho u cud say that at the end of the day….. but the movie was toooo easy…. too cheesy… it lacks all the complexities of being in love with a vampire shud be…..

all it has was an intoxicatingly (n too much for my weakened heart to bear) - ‘u look at me, i look at you’ moments!!!!! - far too much for my mind to comprehend…

hahahahahahhahaa…… i suppose most girls would already be flagging out an edward cullen tees… or an ‘i love edward cullen’ banner sumwhere public…..

i am however…. a totally different case…. shOOt me if i shud wear one…

hahahahhahahahahahahah =))…. more ramBLings on my part as usual…. i’d like to list out ALL the reasons why i hate twilight to the core of my being… but i shall not and will not bore you to death with details of a movie that although most wud deem as a romantic love story… but to me was only of a teenage baseless infatuation with a seemingly more than average prettY boY…. *siGh*….

where has the all-time tall dark n handsOme notiOn gone???? (reFer to JudIth McNaught journal of romanticism…. wakekkekekekeke ;))

tho i’m not a biggie with sappY and cheesy lovey doVey thingY… i still thiNk im a roMantic;)… whIch giRl aren’t??? hehehehehe… after all… i graduated frOm the entiRe McNaught series by the age of 14… (re-reads are an entireLy diffeRent thing altogether)… huhuuhuhuh…. and is a suCkeR fOr sCots and gallantries….. ;)…

………….. huhuhuhuhu…. this has been fUn!!! till my neXt antIcs peOple………….

……………………………’where art thou oh romeO??’ - sHakEspEaRe-…………………..

p/s: not a big fan of romeO n juLiet tho… :P. i much prefer tamiNG of the sHrew….. ;)

Monday, 7 July 2008

little oxford;)

hehehhee...
i haven't updated my blog for a long timee... so i thot.. what the heck!
currently im in the infamous town of oxford... attending a course to learn a hydraulic software which hopefully would be useful for my research... oxford is a really beautiful town but whats more beautiful to me is the outskirts of oxford itself... i've only been here since yesterday but i have mixed feelings about this place and its people... hehehhee.. they are really different from the townspeople where everyone else was busy with their own businesses and cudn't care less about the happenings around them... but then in little oxford as i wud like to call it... everyone i walked passed by seems to at least smiled at you as a greeting or said hi and hello... even the painter i met on the streets ;)... i know its common for the english to be saying hi and hello's in daily lives... but there is this feeling of sincerity that i hadn't felt before... everyone was friendly inclusive of the bus driver! ;)... when travelling alone these things really does matter to you!... hehehehe
the place where im in is about half an hour bus ride from the oxford town itself... it is a really rural area i suppose since it has bus stops made of woods..... i travelled on foot when i initially came here and it did seem scaryyyyy when all the while you walked.... there was only a vast of nothingness.... and no civilisation within your view... at somee point... there was only thick hedges soo tall that you can barely see anything beyond it on either side....
i preserved and walked straight on... despiteee the dreadful feeling of eerienesssss....
anywayss... i had much fun learning the course and travelling to the suburbs alonee.. aahahaha...
this bnb place where im staying is also a very cosy place... the only problem with it was it wasss a little too english in everyway..... and had me thrown off at timess..
heheehhee.. for instance... i hate rose smelling-anything.... and this english bnb room is filled with rose smelling things.. room-spray... potpourri and even the towels smelled of roses... the only place rose-free was the hallway where it was nicely decorated with lavender smelling things!
ahahhahahaha... i seriously felt like sleeping in the hallway:P
next - all the shampoos and conditioner (which by the way they had plenty to chooose from) all smelled of fruits... passion-fruit.. mango.. raspberries... citrus.... ahhahhahahahaha... i really do hateeeee smelling like a walking fruit... oh! i did find one shampoo that didn't smell fruity... but guess what... it smelled like a man.....
since i didn't have much of a choice.... i did the only that seemed right for me then but ended up smelling like a man-coated with raspberry conditioner! ahahahhahaha.... i know.. kill me....
other than that... i was happy... and am happy.. and i am looking forward to tomorrows course to learn how to simulate the entire network system and hopefully get an insight on the relationship between stormwater inlets and surcharge/flooding events..... i can't wait!
nwayss.. here are some pictures of the oxford town itself... i'd love to upload pics of little oxford itself... but i didn't have my camera with me while i walking today... so i'd probably have to give u a glimpse of little oxford next time then ;)... enjoy!






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Wednesday, 28 May 2008

-we beLong toGether-

Hehhehehe...

i haven't updated this blog in a long whilee... sorry peopLe...;).. my laptop just went and diEd on meeh... *stRessed*... but now its gud as new again... ;)... and i do hope to post more to keeP you entertained.. ahhahaha...
nwayss.... i've oNly just reaLized that the epIk higH viD wasn't the onE i intended to upLoad... that was my mistake *my bad*... the orIginal MV is diffErent... i will attempt to correct it once i've foUnd the vid...
i see that theRe are manY newcoMers to the site.. sooo here I am greeTIng you with a new vid for today... its biG banG's we beLong togEther... hehehee... a pretty laid back soNg... perfecT for me..
my faV is tOp of aLl the biG banG-eRs... hahahaha.. perhapS because he's the easIest to idenTify.. ahahhaa.. but i thiNk i likE deM all.... i've seen theM siNg live... and yes... tHEy rap and siNg soULfully.... alTho yOu haVe to paRdon theiR engRIsh suMtimes... ;)... altHo manY peoPle say tOp looks like kanGin of Suju... i peRsonaLly do Not wanT to thInk so... ahhahahaa... *alTho i can't deNy the reSembLence*... i lIke Top mUch22 moRe thaN kanGin....(sUju's fanS are gonNa kiLl me)... but i thiNk daT kanGin's reaLly a shOw off-sie.. huhu....


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big baNg is V.I.P

okay peOple... i've really gotta continue with my liT reView.. hehehe.. i have't done much for the last few dayss... nwayss... enJoY! next on my plaYlist... LaLaLa... ;)

t.O.P 진짜 귀엽다!! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ .....

여러분... 안녕하세요!!....

오늘을 잠 어때요?

저, 괜찮아요.... biG bang 짱 아니야??

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ.... ;)

Saturday, 10 May 2008

-faN-

soNg of the daY...
hehehehe.. epIk hiGh's faN!!!
huuhuhuhh... i saw a viD that suM biG leE seUng gi faN maDe juSt to gEt ovEr him usIng thiS soNg and i fEll coMpletelY in lOve.... hehehehhe...
n whEn i fInd my mInd dRiftiNg off to sPace whEn i'm reAding my coUntLess jOuRnaLs... thIs is jUSt the sOng fOr mE!
tHe lyRIcs aRe quIte meaNIngfuL buT siNce i duNt waNt to bREach anY coPyRightS by shaRing the sUbBed viD thaT i fOUnd... i'd shaRe thE oRi mV insTead... huuhuhh... taBLo caN R.A.P!!! hahahahhaa..
n loOkeD toTaLLy diFfeRent fRom the dORkY loOk in nOn-sTop5... huhuuhuh...

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EpIk hiGh - faN

Oh! (Even if I can't have you)

Even if it’s only in my mind(Even if I can't touch you)

Even if it’s only a meaningless dream(Even if I can't talk to you)

Even if I hide and watch from far away(You know I do)

I love you(Even if you don't know who I am)

Oh baby don't you know, you don't even know my name

I spend my sleepless nights gazing at you

Oh so beautiful, your solo picture clutched in my hand

The heartbreak of my crazy love buried in the cheers of the world

You’re not even listening, you wouldn’t even know if I died

Even in your next life you will live without knowing who I am

I want you so bad and it’s too late to turn back

Even tonight I want to kiss you so I clutch my pillow tight

Today is our first meeting right?

Only you have this sort of dialogue

Again today I talk to your retreating figure

It’s always the same thing but still I give a nervous hello

Even though the whole world’s stops listening, I only need you to hear me

The further you are the hardened my heart becomes, please listen to me

Farther, and farther, fortune works wherever

Will I be able to see you? (Tell me)

Oh! (Even if I can't have you)

Even if it’s only in my mind(Even if I can't touch you)

Even if it’s only a meaningless dream(Even if I can't talk to you)

Even if I hide and watch from far away(You know I do)

I love you(Even if you don't know who I am)

Darling, why are you not smiling today?

It would be nice if it was not a big problem

I couldn’t look at your face filled with anxiety

It would be better if I was in pain but the impossibility of that brings regret

Hold me, the one who could respond to your question of “how are you?”

Can’t come close, can’t touch, you’re the one I can’t hold

I’m going to go meet you tonight in my dreams

Even if in my dreams everyone ridicules my love

Even though everyone says I am crazy and the entire world disappears

Babe you belong to me, but why are the worthless multitudes talking you away?

No, there is no way.

I’ll make you see only me

I’ll give you everything,

I’ll make your lips meet mine,

I’ll go get the world and give it to you

I’ll make it so you can never leave me,

I’ll keep you in my sunken heart

You are My star, I’m your no.1 fan

Baby please, take my hand

Boys and Girls in a crazy love say oh! oh! oh!

Boys and Girls in a stupid love say oh! oh! oh!

Boys and Girls in a meaningless love say oh! oh! oh!

Boys and Girls in a love like mine say oh! oh! oh!

(tHe vIoLin paRt juSt dRIves mE cRAzy!!)

Monday, 5 May 2008

-fLoWeR pOt-

its moNday and its the baNk hoLidays heRe in d uk...
i've bEen feEling a liTtLe ouT of it foR a few daYs bUt i dUn knOw why... nwAys.... I waTcheD paTrick damPsEys movie 'maDe of HonOuR' toDay anD can't hElp but pOnder uPon oUr choIces in liFe.... (or maYbe miNe)... ahahhaha... not thAt im in Love wiTh my bEstfrieNd or aNytHing...

moRe or leSs... i aM juSt cuRIous abOut the vaSt maJoRity.. or anYone reaLly... abOut theIr cHoicEs whEn it coMes to diLleMmaS as suCh...

iF u feLl in lOve wiTh ur beStfRIend... aNd he/She waS aBout to gEt maRrIed... do yOu riSk it aLl anD fiGht foR the pErsOn u loVe?? or do yOu inSteAd... leT hIm/hEr gO aNd sILenTly wiSHes tHem a bLisSfuL liFe??

if iT was anOthEr caSe...

iF uR beStfRiend feLl in love wiTh thE gUy uR in loVe wiTh... thEn.. woULd yoU pUt uR frIEndshIp to tHe teSt?? oR woUld yOu gIve up oN d oNe yOu loVe??

wOulD you havE doNe thiNGs diFfeRenTly fRom thE obVioUs chOices??

wHo woUld yOu giVe yoUr prIoriTy to??

huuhuhuh... guEss i've beEn thiNking too muCh!!! nWaYs.. hEre's a vId as an oDe to aLex anD shIn-Ae whO aRe bOth leAving the 'We Got maRrIed' proGraMmE... a loVely soNg caLled fLowEr pOt (vId coURteSy of cOolSmuRf)..;)


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wOulD yOu be a fLoWer pOt jUst so U cuD be wiTh the oNe yOu loVe??

NwAys.... thiS epiSode is a liTtle sAd siNce we gEt to see tHe lAst bIT of sHinHwa befOre theY leaVe foR the aRmy... i'lL sUrely be bOred wiThoUt them... *aRghhhh*...

moRe thAn anYthiNg.. iM feEling a lIttLe hoMesIck siNce boTh my paRentS bIrthDay aRe coMing sOon.... *soB*....

mum... dad.... im miSsIng yOu boTh liKe cRazy oVer heRe... *i luV u boTh*... diD i teLl yOu thAt??;)

Sunday, 27 April 2008

-my waSteD weEkEnd-

hehehe...

its the weEkenD again.. and likE usual... notHIng much haPpened during both the weeKend and weekdaY as usual... a preTty boRIng life riGHt here in theUK... wasTEd my sATurday by waKing up latE... aRound haLf ten.. then we haD a scrumptuous bReakfaSt of aPplE stRudLE and a lOAf of gaRlic breAd... anD reSumed ouR daY by waTching moRe dbSk clIPpings... huuhuh... sUmWheRe in mId-daY (o_O).. toOk a lOng soAk in buBbLe baTh and wenT to beD sOon after... huhuuh...

pReTty wasTed huh??

hehehehe..

nwayss.. its suNday... and its noT raIninG men.. ahahhaa...

my pLAn foR d dAy is to watCh naRuto shIppUden 56 and proBably caTch up on the lateSt blEach.... n theN hoPE for soMe acTIon in my lIfe!!... ahaahah... if the weaTHeR is gREat.. i wuD pROLly catCH sOme freSh aIR at thE pArk... or pErhaPs go fOr a swIm latEr in the daY...

in the meAn tiME.. i'm stiLl hoOked to dIs.... ;)


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jUnsu all thE waY;).... *yeAy*yeaY* (poOR jaE.. i'M tuRning sIDes... akekkekeke ;P)

Wednesday, 23 April 2008

-raNdoMnesS;)













rAndoM thiNgs in my rOom... bEar wiF me peOplE.. i aM bORed.com!!





dBsk staNd on deSk-nOt heLpfuL at aLL caLEndaR...





peOpLe, sAy heLLo to pAtRicK;)
my aLwaYs ahead of tiMe clOck ;)